day 1
1. my name is samantha ashlee garrison ( i wish it was ryan)
2. i was born in las vegas, and i’ve moved 6 times in my life
3. my best friend is amanda ryan-carr i love her with all my heart <3
4. im going to be a junior at upper merion. hollaah
5. my parents just got divorced and now i feel like a third parent to my brother and sister. i’m always stuck at home babysitting them and taking care of them when my parents are at work. whenever we go places i have to “parent” them
6. i cant wait to get my licensee and to buy a car it will honestly be the best day of my life to date. i can’t wait to have the freedom to go where ever i want and to be able to get out of here whenever i need to.
7. im obsessed with quotes and song lyrics and i make them my status all the time. people might just think i like the song or the quote but really it describes exactly what i’m feeling or going through
8. im pretty sure no one knows how i really feel about a few things. im not very open and i keep to myself. i only share personal things with you if i can honestly trust you.
9. theres this kid i keep going back to and no one knows what really is going on in my head when i think about him. i have been through so much with him that no one knows about. sometimes i sit in bed and think of all the reasons not to go back to him and then i make up something good just so i dont feel dumb. he treats me like shit and everyone knows but i cant help myself
10. i go to jew camp and i love it the people there are the best people you will ever meet after talking to them for an hour it feels like you’ve known them forever and everythime i leave all i think about is going back, it’s my escape.
11. i work for everything i have, currently i have 2 jobs and im saving up for a car.
12. my parents are very strict and i’ve been caught drinking and smoking a few times yet i continue to do it… dumb i know
13. people tell me i’m mature but i think i am mature beyond my years… not to sound conceited but i feel like i can be very mature when i need to and i think i carry myself well in adult situations
14. i have a bunch of secret crushes on people and i probably shouldnt hahah
15. people always come to me for advice and i wish i had someone i could go to, i never take my own advice which i probably should start doing….
